The following is a song by “We Are True Patriots”. It is emotionally stirring to think about the destruction we see all around us in our world today. The devastation is because of evil among us destroying both the families we love and our collective family. The message in the song is that we see our leaders falter, there is unrest in homes and cities, pain is forgotten, and chaos is banging at our door. There are “whispers of night through cries of despair, our culture is dying, gasping for air.
We build homes for the strangers, offer them our bread, while our heroes sleep cold, no roof over their heads. Why must our people suffer, left out in the rain, while strangers we owe nothing, lay claim to our domain? Our culture we must save, before the migrant wave, where harmony once stood, before the tidal wave. As strangers flood our shores, our ways they try to bend. For the sake of our children we’ll defend them til the end. We yearn for a land where our women can walk safe, no fear of the shadows, no need to be brave where children safely play under the sun’s watchful eye, in streets that are safe where no dangers lie.”
Sociopaths Destroy Their Own Children While They Love Strangers
Devastation and despair are palpable. It is seen in both our individual families and our collective family. Our collective family, humanity, is suffering, gasping for air, and dying because of global sociopathic predators, greed, lust for power, and a political hierarchy of corruption. I see warriors fighting back against these dark, insatiable forces. For many, standing up and resisting evil tragically costs them their lives. We must pray, join our hearts, and seek judgment for ruthless predators.
When I listened to the lyrics about land and bread given to strangers while survival needs of heroes go unmet, I thought of how the steve sociopath ignored the survival needs of children. I thought of how ruthless he was to three, young, biological children who struggled to survive while he catered to his new family of strangers. He did not care while my heart ached with seeing hearts of my children broken. He enjoyed seeing the suffering he caused and hoped I would not survive. I thought of what karma he would reap from causing such great harm to innocent children.
I thought about how I was conned by the steve sociopath for so long. I was conditioned and traumatized since birth because of both narcissistic and family scapegoating abuse (FSA). The sociopath was deeply imprinted with being deceptive, brutal, without empathy and conscience. I had no education about narcissistic and FSA and became exhausted and physically ill after decades of family mobbing. It was throw away time, the discard phase, for the sociopath when I became ill because illness was a burden which enraged him.
With divorce, the sociopath put children in the middle for use as weapons to maintain control. Vulnerable children were subjected to the sociopath’s unrelenting verbal abuse and gaslighting and were turned into robots who had to do his bidding. The sociopath was obsessed for ten years after divorce which meant we suffered until he got everything he wanted.
I see how long it takes to come to terms with seeing one’s own father as being evil and not caring whether a child lives or dies. How could young children make sense of a sociopath who went to church and worshipped but who suddenly ripped off his narcissistic mask and showed demonic true colors? I include comments below, from my three children, who knew something was dreadfully wrong with their father. The following are excerpts from my book Spellbreaker, Transcending Violence (pgs. 106-111):
1: “I came from a middle-class family. We were a religious family who spent a lot of time together going on camping vacations, boating, swimming and doing lots of outdoor activities. My parents got a divorce. My father didn’t want us kids so he didn’t ask for custody until the day before the court hearing. My father continually harassed my mother for years. He continually disrupted his visitation schedule. He used me as another way to hurt her.
I don’t remember thinking much about what was going on at the time. I remember feelings of anger and crying, but basically I think I was numb and I denied how much, what my father, did really hurt. I also felt numb after my mother moved. I repressed feelings of anger, sadness and I told myself that I did not love her. I felt that nobody cared and I didn’t care if I lived. I developed severely destructive patterns of behaviors to feel loved and to feel better and to feel no pain.
I really wanted to believe that my dad cared and my mom was lying. But when I stepped back and took a look, I saw that my mom (no matter how she gets treated by us kids) she still consistently gives & gives to the family and she cares. She genuinely loves and stayed with us. But my dad only cares about things & himself. He chose between us & a whore 6-7 years ago- it took me a long time to see that – so he deserves to sit and rot til he can atone for it all”.
2: “If you were lied to by your father, had your own belongings stolen from you by your father (Nintendo games, etc.), beaten by your father, and rejected by your father for other kids and their mom, would you still want to have a relationship with him. You tell me. I have never once heard a sincere apology from you. You’ve never made an effort to apologize to me. You’ve just kept the blame on me telling me you wish I would just forget it all and start over. Well sorry, I can’t forget it all. You’ve screwed up the last 4 years of my life with your divorce and affair. You’re the one that made the decision to go out and screw around that stupid slut, a poor excuse for a women. I’m not as stupid as you may think. I’m not falling for your bull like most other people have. When I was living with you, you’d rather go out to party, get drunk, than to do anything with your kids, your kids. You gave up your real family with a wonderful mother and 3 kids, for a woman who enjoys going to bars and going to bed with guys she hardly knows along with 2 kids who aren’t even yours, who sniff glue and use weegy boards. You should of thought a little longer before you gave us up.“
M. Scott Peck, M.D. states: “There is frequently something pathetic about the individual who has failed to build his or her family into a loving unit, yet restlessly searches for loving relationships outside the family. The first obligation of a genuinely loving person will always be to his or her marital and parental relationships” (The Road Less Traveled, pg. 159).
3: “I think he is mean and abusive, psychopath, not good dad” (spoken from the mouth of my youngest child before anyone diagnosed the steve sociopath). This was a child who came home crying from visitation feeling like his father didn’t love him.
M. Scott Peck, M.D. states: “To come to terms with evil in one’s parentage is perhaps the most difficult and painful psychological task a human being can be called on to face. Most fail and so remain its victims. Those who fully succeed in developing the necessary searing vision are those who are able to name it. For to ‘come to terms’ means to ‘arrive at the name.’ As therapists, it is our duty to do what is in our power to assist evil’s victims to arrive at the true name of their affliction” (People of the Lie, pg. 130).
Coming to Terms With Evil
The devastation, despair, and confusion caused by evil is horrifying. I know what it’s like to live in denial and think parents are perfect and that the child is the problem. I know this because I lived it. Once I did the extensive work of recovery from both narcissistic and family scapegoating abuse, I came to a much different conclusion than fantasizing parents as perfect. I finally developed the necessary searing vision to see evil in parentage and to name it. Though facing reality is quite disturbing, it is not as painful and destructive as remaining in the midst of an evil, narcissistic regime. Now that I have accomplished this painful psychological task, I know my children can do the same if they decide to stop being victim to narcissists and sociopaths.
Our hearts are broken because of sociopaths. Many families and our nation are falling apart. I believe the global predators, evil, is destroying everything we hold dear. Divorce, domestic violence, narcissism, poverty, chronic illness, estrangement, substance abuse, chaos, threat of war, suicide, homicide, propaganda, deception, insanity etc. dominate as the norm. Sociopaths steal, kill, and destroy. This devastation is loosh for sociopaths because they enjoy watching other people suffer. They do not care about anyone, including a child(ren), who gets in their way. My children were tormented by the sociopath because they were only pawns on the chessboard of life to be used for his self-centered win.
I think judgement is upon both the steve sociopath and this nation as we face a huge wakeup call. Just like the steve sociopaths who need to be held accountable, so do the global sociopaths. We must never enable evil and, instead, we must fight for doing the right thing. We must fight to the end for the sake of our children. At the same time we face wake up calls, we remember that God is in the middle of the chaos and spiritual madness. I think there is a bright future, for families and humanity, if we wake up and return to living Godly lives.